Usually I start my mornings off with lots of math work, lately at least, in the past I pretty much just read the bible and played video games. Well, I got pretty tired of just wasting my time on the video game, though I wasn’t doing solely that but I knew my time would be better spent doing other things. I chose to read books and remaster all the fields of mathematics in my mind. New ideas from books, and as far as mathematics go…I spent a lot of time trying to learn new languages for the simple fact that after having learned Latin I grew immensely smarter, and understood things a lot more intuitively as well. In general I was more able to achieve whatever I set out to do. Hard to define past empiricism but for me, learning Latin was a profound experience for my academic career.
Back to why I chose mathematics, It is simply because due to being to understand things more intuitively after learning Latin, I believe there is some sort of metaphysical value in cognizing and understanding different languages. I can prove this simply because if one has a vocabulary that is lack-luster and self defeating, they usually will find themselves being that exact person. Whereas, generally cheery people and motivated speakers maintain their repertoire in their behaviour and mannerisms, though they may fall off sometimes, it is not like the other whos embodiment is self defeating before it begins. So for Latin, all the educated folks since the 1700s to about the 1960s were using the language to convey the higher ideals in all the avenues of science. When I learned Latin, I knew so much about the people who shaped the intellectual world I had grown up knowing without ever having to study or gather more information upon them or their conceptions, believe me or not, this is truth.
Based on this I spent a large time trying to figure out a language that would do the same for me again and I had decided Chinese and Japanese would be best because it is essentially a hieroglyphic system used by some of the smartest people on the planet currently and not a dead language. The Kanji system is also very ancient and has a rich rich history, such as Latin. So I am hoping to get the same kind of kick out of that. That reasoning there, is also why I am choosing to remaster mathematics. Some would say that it is the language of God, it is absolutely precise, and mixing it up definitely causes the entire scope of what your speaking about to change in most cases with a few exceptions. I figure that if I study Kanji and Mathematics, I will get access to a wild new world both metaphorically and precisely, which I think will be super awesome, but I won’t know till I get there.
The only negative thing about language learning and studying in general is that you realize just how ignorant most people are and it truly limits who you will interact with in general. I really don’t kin with most Americans, especially because their latent xenophobia is entirely counter-thetic to my own beliefs. I really don’t understand the gall of them when the United States is entirely a borrowed body of culture, it really can’t be said that we invented our own culture but that we have evolved by borrowing the culture of all the world. To be xenophobic in my mind is to betray the principle fundamentals of which this country was based upon. This is not an endorsement to allow people to come into the country willy-nilly, this is a peaceful country and people with terroristic ideals won’t make it here nor is our culture compatible with people who try to rule through force. This country is based on the rational dialectics used in ancient Greece and the subjugation of peoples via the culture of Rome. Rule with a sturdy hand, but be open to scrutiny.
I seem to be about ready to jump into Calculus soon, I redid all the fundamentals thus far. Now that I am here, I really am realizing just how small the mathematics field is. I really had thought there was a lot more substance there, but really it is extremely small in terse and terms, especially compared to common spoken languages around the world. I’m not complaining though, because it will be very easy to manipulate many a things, using just a small instruction set. Honestly my mind feels a lot more organized in general and my thoughts are much easier to catalouge subconsciously I would wager. So hoping I reach the end of Maths soon, I know how to program and a large section of mechanics and computer science already, so it really doesn’t surprise me that so much of mathematics comes mostly naturally to me. Sometimes of sitting in anguish trying to think a solution out, I really think the more you struggle at it the easier it is to remember. Kinda like you can remember the bad things that happened on a vacation because they seemed to take so much longer before you got into all the breezy fun things.
I guess I will try to flesh my site out more, maybe I will spend Saturdays solely working on it. Back to this morning, the internet was down at the library, so I decided to shake it up. This seems to be what I chose to do so I will probably continue to do so on Saturdays. I also am catching up on all my “watch laters” on Youtube. Seems like a good shake up. Most of the time I read books or work on mathematics every single day, this will be a good change.
A nutrition section will probably be the best place to start for me, I just finished up with Chemistry and Biology on Khan Academy, so I have a pretty solid foundation. I also studied Physiology for about 2 years while I was trying to fix my own paralysis so I have learned quite a lot about what is true and what isn’t. I really just want to build a large audience so that I can earn some extra income, I have had issues trying to find work in general. It also doesn’t really appeal to me to spend all my time at a job in the first place so this would be a superior option. When I get done with Mathematics I will try my hand at tutoring, I can turn a large part of my website into a tutoring area easily, and probably will be able to save worksheets I can dispatch to my clients via a login portal and easily get client feedback and work with them one by one via this as well. I probably will make a section about tutoring resources on here to help remember and get indexed as a tutor in general.
I think also, for my own resources, it may be the best option to simply create pages with all the links I use in general, regardless if I add more to it or not. I really like using this system as a super note taking app because I don’t have to agree with the innate structure for the most part and am free to experiment with different structures. It’s like Obsidian honestly, but I think this honestly is way more organized. The only thing I’m not gonna enjoy is the excess seo optimization. The site in general is secure and the hardware it runs on which is ultimately more important to me. I think I need to close port 80 on the servers firewall still, so I am going to do that right after this. Port 80 is an unsecured http protocol unlike port 443 which is ssl encrypted/https. I have ssl encryption so you don’t have to worry about any snooping, which is what happens on port 80, people can monitor port 80 easily and capture peoples information, so don’t ever put your information into a non ssl encrypted/https site.
That or I am going to finish up writing my flash cards on Anki, maybe I will sell the flashcard packs for a dollar per textbook, I can list free textbooks out for people to use that accompany them. I also was thinking about reviewing my read books, and then using an affiliate book selling program and selling the books to people via my website. I probably should make a list of all the heroes in relation to a classical education and try and sell their books too by proxy, even though people can get them for free. Honestly, if someone wants to pay for one it might as well be me that gets paid for it. I’ll just see it as an act of charity.
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