Alright so I totally took quite a few sat tests today via “Khan Academy”, using the advanced math sat practice. I did two in a row and almost got 100% on them both so I can say that algebra is finally starting to make some intrinsic sense to me. Super excited about that because I need to master it to move further forward in all my intellectual pursuits at the moment. I also really want to be an electrician and solid algebra is a requirement for it.
I finished in “Honor of Kings” at grandmaster 22 stars, it dropped me down into diamond 1 so I gotta climb all the way up through master 4-1 before I get back in. Last night when I was playing I was getting the absolute worst teammates game after game, I think I had a 50% win rate after 5 games. Today however, I have won 5 in a row so it made up for it. My teams were totally impeccable, no one dying, just keeping our advantages without all the cocky play that low elo players often do. There were two trolls though, people in the garbage tiers seem to think its ok to play an adc top, not realizing it’s a team game and not only them. You have to have someone tanky or a fighter top lane so that you can protect your actual designated carries otherwise there is no way to compete against the enemy team because the composition will simply collapse. Anyways, I am going to get to grandmaster for the third season in a row without much difficulty I assume.
They totally buffed my main champion “MIlady”. Before she was buffed she had minions that would fight for her then expire, but now when they expire they combine into level 2 ones, and level 3 ones if it’s at all possible. The damage of the minions was buffed pretty largely too. So I have been easily winning lane, and being able to stand against the foe when my team is behind. I also have been playing the adc “Meng Ya” and he has a huge team presence via his ult which works like artillery and allows you to target large swathes of the map and contribute to teamfights even if you need to farm or apply lane pressure for map control.
Anyways I have just been on my mathematics grind, I have a pretty good schedule mapped out right now for getting further in it. I wish I had some better math music to listen to though, I want a vetted playlist that teachers use for teaching in their classes that way I KNOW for a fact that the songs have efficacy. Right now I have a handful of songs probably 200 but some of them are clearly just parodies and have no innate value for cognizance. Haven’t really delved into reddit forums so that’s likely my next step in the matter.
I wanted to watch a bunch of short movies for the mental affiliation and expansion via introducing new ideals into my perception, however, with the end of season on “Honor of Kings” I will likely be more into the ranked grind until I get to grandmaster before I resume it. Maybe I will just dedicate at least an hour to consuming the media, I don’t know yet. It’s a really hard balancing act between effective study and play time for me. I want to hit so many scopes that keep me healthy that at times it seems that there is a lot on my plate, even though my mood is always calm, for the most part. Stress and learning don’t mix. I don’t mix with people who try to stress other people out either. I think it’s just a developmental disorder anyways to try and stress others out. Honestly poor them because they were clearly abused their whole lives.
Like I said big plate, not certain the game plan, still need to copulate myself some poetry and physical therapy regiments. Just not sure what hours I should dedicate to them, I don’t really enjoy a set schedule in the first place and like to keep my mind dynamic so I don’t know. Now that I’m writing it and can think of it a bit better, maybe I will just select an hour for each subject, maybe two hours, choosing only one subject a day, and then do the next subject for two hours the next day etc.
I have a job interview with “The Wood Group” tomorrow, I hope it goes well and I get the job. I probably will because I have a lot of experience as a mental health tech in the first place and in psychology in general. I’m not certain if it’s a crazy house or an old folks home yet, I guess I’ll know tomorrow. I would have had a job interview today, but I don’t have any transportation to get there and the times were a bit impossible for me to maneuvre. The only reason I am able to get to this job interview today is because my aunt is gonna take me over there until I finish up, god bless her honestly, she has constantly been there for me when I needed it. I try to make very sure I don’t overstep my bounds with her, mostly because she is already so busy and I don’t want her to stretch herself too thin trying to help me out too.
She just got done taking care of my Papa who was degrading, until his recent death on April 15th of 2025. Luckily they were able to sell his house in order to cover all his medical bills, I guess that’s just the way the system has tried to set people up, buy a house, get in medical debt to stay alive just a little longer, then lose your families inheritance while you die. Honestly something better needs to exist because that is an obvious scam. If people weren’t so afraid of death it would be easier to manage, almost impossible for anyone to try and be that brave though.
His funeral was this last Saturday, on the 17th of April 2025. It was a pretty nice affair, I got to meet up with all my family members and stuff and got to hang around all the grand-kids, I really enjoyed hanging out with my brother more than everyone else this time around though. There were your typical speeches, life in review, friends speaking about their memories. I never really get terribly sad about death because I just see it as an unknown and new things are always exciting to me.
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