Well, it seems that for the life of me, I am just completely unable to get a job in this world. It doesn’t matter how complicated or uncomplicated it is. Something is severely amiss about my identity. I have no criminal record or background and yet I am being discriminated against for employment almost anywhere that I go.
I remember spending a lot of time learning about civil rights and the United Nations creating equal opportunity for all Americans and yet, for some reason, it seems like the smarter you are the harder it is to find entry level work. Maybe if I was rich I wouldn’t be in this situation but because all the low level jobs won’t allow me to achieve employment I will never be able to break through the barrier to higher level jobs. I honestly feel like my best bet is just a cardboard sign and begging.
Luckily I have this website, and I will work on it some more and get it fleshed out on a couple of different avenues, then I will send out to google whether or not I can be approved for advertising on the website itself. That should net me like a dollar or two a month hopefully. I need to get more traffic generated on the site but it would seem that I am permanently unable to get a facebook account again after deleting both of mine, I was reading around and their policy says that you only get one account per lifetime so I guess since that I have deleted it I can never use facebook again. Honestly that’s a double edged sword because I will never see the insanity rampant upon that platform again but also I will never be able to use it to grow my audience again either.
Lamely enough I will have to spend some time social engineering and gathering different social media platforms and then creating a dispatch game-plan so that I can submit new content en masse, or one by one, to each of the different social media platforms. I am so 50/50 about that because I really don’t enjoy social media as a whole that much because it usually just turns into an echo chamber, and I have to waste precious mental power learning these silly little systems for growth on each one and what is the limit on sharing and growing too fast, etc…
Luckily I have the most epic Mother, she is going to help me take care of my digital costs, which should allow me to not be stressed about things as well as perpetuate my website so my work is not in vain. It would really not be prudent to put a lot of work into this endeavor just to have it cave in on itself the next month when I have no money to prevent it. I am still going to be looking for work of course, “Earn and Learn with Texas” seems like a legitimate avenue, hopefully they have something to do with physics like hvac or electrical work, that way I can get a head start on the field I most want to work in. My ultimate goal is to work at CERN at a large hadron collider. I would love to be near an elementary particle, I do believe it has a massive metaphysical boon about it.
The worst part about not being able to get work is that I have always wanted to travel the world and I can’t even scrounge up enough to get my passport fulfilled, let alone a ticket on a plane or lodging anywhere. I am totally fine with being homeless in another country, I just don’t know whether or not they allow foreigners visiting their countries to do so. Also I would rather live in another country other than the United States at this point due to their blatant discrimination against people and the deprivation of my civil rights under color of law in general. It’s hard to prove you are being persecuted by your own country, which is the only reason I haven’t tried to just flee over to Canada.
Anywho, I have to study mathematics still, trying to find time to do my website is a pain when I also wish to master maths. AI helps a lot but I don’t let it write my journal entries, I only like to use it to elaborate on things and try to keep it mostly human, but some things are just better written via the format inquisition and response. Like the Socratic method on roids if you ask me. I also need to check out googles policies on AI generated content in general so that I am ensuring best practices and don’t have my ads account revoked or some sort. I hope whoever is reading this has a beautiful day, and god bless you…Pray for me please.
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